Psychic Abuse

Psychic abuse is a tough one to realize, because it cannot be seen with the naked eye. I was searching for answers when I ran into some books by a Dr. Joseph Murphy,D.R.S.,Ph.D.D.D.L.L.D.. He set me straight right in the very first chapter. One of the books is entitled: The Power of Your
Subconscious Mind. Dr. Murphy explains how each thought we think produces a reaction, in our bodies. For example: When I was married to my third husband, I had already began to study. I was not doing many of the things we all do daily, like judging, lying, cheating, manipulating, ect.

This experience taught me not to ever start again either. My husband had not learned these lessons and he judged me servilely, along with all the other negative thinking he was doing and lying to me about when I would feel the negative energy, hit me. Trusting him not to do these things, {I
found I was trusting Him more then I trusted myself}. I began to hate myself and it continued until I was hiding in our home non stop. "Suicide and Isolated."

Cancer began to grow inside me due to my self hatred. I know it was the emotional stress and suicide thoughts that caused the disease to grow because during this time I had kept a very strict journal.
Writing everything I thought, said or did. I suspected what my husband's hate was doing to me, but I was too co-Dependant to get out. I worked out every day, meditated, studied, practiced the teachings in of Christ and other prophets, music as well as eating only health foods and taking herbs and vitamins every day. No real reason to produce the disease except the stress I was producing from my thought patterns towards myself.

My cancer serged on, Dr. MacKenzie figured out what the problem was after a time and he suggested I leave the marriage. I did and it saved my life. Dr. MacKenzie was not only a great surgeon but a human being with a heart and lots of understanding. That made me even more determined to keep working on what Dr. Murphy taught me through his books. He was right. I had a great deal of therapy in the next several years and no cancer at all, since I've been on my own. The self hatred and the suicide thoughts that helped produce the cancer, stopped.
Hence: "Physician Heal Thyself." The words of the greatest prophet of all.
Angel Femia